so isnt the summer after your senior year supposed to be exciting and fun?
mine is going to be so fucked up it's not even funny.

fakk.

relationships are the worst.
i'm thinking about taking another break just to clear my head.
even though i abosolutely love my boyfriend.

you have to do what's best for you first sometimes.
you cant be selfless all the time.

good god.
all of my old posts sound pathetic.

well.
me and liz had our one week yesterday.
i was sick.
and left school.

she was upset because ryan got beat up.
which sucks.
but i'll try and cheer her up.

and my marshallbby.
is talking to me on a regular basis.

i dont really mind when he doesnt talk to me.
it's just lonely.
i know he gets busy.
but i still miss him
and cant wait til this summer when we are getting back together.

ily kids.
liz and marshall especially.
embem.
head burrito.

so other than my friend deciding to write a screamo song about burritos.
marshall is talking to me again.
and my girlfriend is amazing.
tomorrow is our 1 week.
jeesh.

not that big a deal i guess.

mkay so maybe not.

well.
it seems that im not moving now.
which is good and bad.

i mean i am glad i dont have to leave all of my friends up here.
but i miss the ones down in sc.
and marshall.

but talking to nana always puts things in perspective.
and if i get my shit together i can pass with good grades here.
i just need to lay off the work.
and DO my homework.

im asking liz out today.
im nervous as HELL.
yikes.

well im moving back to south carolina.
so i can hopefully graduate.
jeesh.

and this move sucks because i have to leave liz.
but i get marshall when i get to sc.
yay.

so...
there is this girl.
and her name is liz
and she rocks my socks.
off.




There`s a train leaving town.
If you hurry up,
I think you just might make it.
Damn it I hope you make it.

Conscience is a faint, unpleasant sound.
You`ve worried enough.
But here`s your chance so take it.
Damn it I hope you take it.

A heart attack is sleeping in your chest.
Waiting until the timing`s best.
So make a move while you`re still breathing.

Say so long to innocence.
From underneath the evidence.
You taste like Heaven,
But God knows you`re bulit for sin.
You`re built for sin.
You`re built for sin.
You`re built for sin.

There`s a lie for every truth.
If you take these pills,
I think you just might make it.
Damn it I hope you make it.

When you were mine,
Was I for you?
Just one cheap thrill just to help you make it.
Damn it I hope you didn`t fake it.

Hypocrisy has really aged you well.
The white on your nose is your secret to tell.
So you should speak while they`re still listening.

Say so long to innocence.
From underneath the evidence.
You taste like Heaven,
But God knows you`re built for sin.
You`re built for sin.
You`re built for sin.
You`re built for sin.

You can scream out loud.
But your panic falls on deaf ears.
This is where you brought yourself.
And this is what you`ve always feared.

There`s a faceless crowd,
With no sympathy.
So you can scream out loud,
But there`s no one listening.

Say so long to innocence.
From underneath the evidence.
You taste like Heaven,
But God knows you`re built for sin.
You`re bulit for sin.
You`re bulit for sin.
You`re bulit for sin.

my girlfriend is built for sin.
just like me.
durr.